[11:03pm] [2/17/19]

April 7, 2019

haaaa

this person is gonna confess to me and i dont know how I’m gonna respond

note that this person is n o t one of the 2 people that i like so this just adds to my hopelessness

do i confess to a person i like first, just to know if i could’ve had a chance?

or do i not and make this other person happy?

im literally so fucked

[11:44am] [2/14/19] [Valentine's Day]

April 7, 2019

so uh I went down to the lunchroom today and sat with some friends and then s H E came and sat w me she was wearing a nice white tank top and a light pink sweater over it and black skinny jeans and she was so fucking c U T E my heart does a really big “!!!!!!” whenever I see her and today it was even worse bc I really want to tell her how I feel but I don’t want to make things weird and it’s just like aAAAAHAAAA ...

[11:57am] [2/19/19]

April 7, 2019

okok so I came to the decision that I’m not going to pursue one of the humans I’m in love with, mostly because it wouldn’t end well and they’re not going to be here next year anyways but now that I came to this decision, I don’t know what to do about the other one do I just try really hard for them or do I just keep trying to be subtle? I’m gonna be really fucking confused no matter what I do, so I’m just gonna roll with it I guess ...