okok so I came to the decision that I’m not going to pursue one of the humans I’m in love with, mostly because it wouldn’t end well and they’re not going to be here next year anyways but now that I came to this decision, I don’t know what to do about the other one do I just try really hard for them or do I just keep trying to be subtle? I’m gonna be really fucking confused no matter what I do, so I’m just gonna roll with it I guess ...