[8:48pm] [4/8/19]
April 9, 2019
today was...
not good.
i only saw stella for like 2 minutes total today
and in that 2 minutes, the only words said between us were
"hello"
"hey"
i want to fucking die
i know that all that stuff with the hug was just pure coincidence and that i shouldn't think too much about it but like i just want to be around her literally all the time and i can't do that and it s U C K S