It seems like getting through this situation
Is like making peace with my mind’s nation.
Two warring factions, one for it, one against,
Each one doing battle at my sanity’s expense.
I’ve tried taking one route for years, and it shows.
Some pseudo-fixation…where it came from no one knows.
How to stop it? How to move on?
I’m just looking for a way to reach the dawn.
The problem still remains, I’m almost addicted.
Every set of options always seems conflicted.
This war must end soon, and with speed,
For the peace that will follow is what I desperately need.
But all attempts are failing, all ways out being sealed,
How will I end this war before it is revealed?