January 4, 2021•123 words
It is 3.34 am. Night shift. On my break till 4.30 am. Not feeling it. Still need to get on and do stuff. Not motivated or inspired to do anything much at all. Where did this need to be doing stuff all the time come from?
Be the best version of yourself. As if there are different versions we can put on and take off at will. What about those who do not aspire or have ambition? The satisficers who are happy to make do. Those who feel content?
It's now 1.17 am on Monday. Still working nights. I slept during day between 10 am and 4 pm. It is a challenge to maintain routines and good habits switching between days and nights.