since the maid was here today i couldn't eat for the longest time so i got super hungry. that's about all interesting that happened today.

i figured out why the thing with louie acting like he was about to leave me was so bad

i trust him so much that when he says stuff like that or "Now beg for your life in Danish" i just feel like shit

and i dont know how to react

anyway day was great ^{,^}

sidenote: i still have no clue why i ever feel the ways i do. why i want to cut myself or commit suicide or starve myself or anything. i want to know. i need professional help.