Over the last two months, I have lost count on which day or date it is. I have missed my weekly medicines twice now. But that doesn't matter much, I guess. The question I ask myself - is this disconnect with my calendar hampering my disconnect with people around me too? Probably, yes.
I am going to try to journal every day. Not just to keep tabs on which date it is today, that's a bonus, but for unearthing my daily interrogations. These interrogations so far weren't organised and often resulted in negative spirals. I will change that using my journal, hopefully.
Day ten of one hundred.