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ive said it before. well i say it to myself almost everyday. perhaps as an affirmation. im not sure. it is hard for me to take anything seriously. I blame the internet. I blame postmodernism? i dont even know what postmodernism is. does anyone? the world is absurd, so therefore, why try and make anything serious. what is the point? it will just loose all context anyways. you put something out into the world, and it is stripped of all context. not a bad thing, however! its just ...