Sometimes we spend a lifetime climbing a ladder, not knowing it's up against the wrong wall.
I just read this online somewhere. It makes a lot of sense. I spent a part of my early 20s chasing someone else's dream. It took me awhile, but I realized that what I wanted was something completely different from what I thought I wanted. It didn't matter that I didn't end up exactly where I wanted to be, as long as the decisions I made got me closer.
And it did.
And now here I am.
Change is better than staying frozen in fear.
I need new wall, or perhaps a new ladder.