may you never meet your soulmate because meeting is not having & the yearning leaves all other eyes empty may you never find passion because passion is, by definition, suffering & you must suffer and sacrifice in the pursuit god forbid you discover both for the price of one is the other ...

the words are back and i don't like it from age to age the scale of life changes as a child minute to minute, whole days are eternities... i used to have to ask myself if i ever truly loved you or just the idea of you i'd chase myself down the halls & around the corners of my mind comparing notes on who i think you are how you treat me and how i treat you i'll admit, things don't stack up well but i keep slipping back to that moment when we were together i felt the warmth of contentment eve...

i wonder how she will hold me today the morning light cascades across her body warming us both, i roll over to see she can be so gentle, loving and quiet she holds the space i need, for me we walk together in silence no words or expectation but other times, i stand witness to the tumult of her heart her loneliness, desolation and fear violent storms carrying destruction her anger pierces my skin, ripping away all the heat of my body her rage cracks in my ears, frightening those who hear into ...

The spare key Hanging by the door Where you forgot it When you left for home I'll just have to wait for you So you don't get locked out ...