I mean, it hasn't happened recently, like not this semester, or okay well maybe I have a few times, but anyways, sometimes when alone, or maybe walking around at night, well not out at night because I'm too scared nowadays of being killed, but I used to go out at night a lot, and, well only if it were a really secluded space, but I would sometimes muse to myself and laugh. (actually not really, ever, at night, but by myself I would laugh. I guess on some nights I would want to laugh. Oh, I guess I had some really upbeat walks, especially some rides on a bike, I could be grinning like a fool for sure)

You... sound like you have problems.

Now, I definitely have problems, but they're very real problems- I'll tell you that. There's no end to the dangers of this world for a real human being.