To be accountable when I indulge in the past.
To know my past was true.
To put stakes in the ground.
To respect true accounts and experience.
To be pragmatic.
To respect my unchanged need for meaning and purpose.
To speak to speak to a young mans experience in a community of large families.
To let my ambition run its course.
Because I have a forward direction in my life.
Because I don't want to be callous.