Blood and bones

Somedays I wonder where I could be.
If my mind wasn't torn and forced to my knees
Every day I think of you, and all the shit you put me through
How dare you, take advantage of me
Its funny I can no longer see,
the beauty that resides in me
Oh no, all alone,
here we go, again, walking down this road
But the rain, it clears the mist so I can see the trees
But is this all what life is supposed to be
And all for what, misplaced love and trust in you
I thought i loved you through and through
Little did I know, it was all just for you
Your sick silly little games, fucking with my head,
and the only reason, that im not dead,
is to stand here tall, to live in spite it all, hell would you'll at me now
Every now and again, the thought occurs to me
Your voice in my head, screaming youre not worthy
You keep telling me, over and over again
No ones gonna love you like this in the end

When will i be free

Here you go prisoner, the shackles are free
A gift from me to you, you should be grateful, youll see
This is how i love you, I've bound you into me
And in the meantime, theres little old me, I'm screaming
Someone please, come and save me

When will I be free

Somedays I wonder, to be nothing but dust, floating in the wind, finally at peace I trust
Sat here wondering if I'd be the same
If you hadn't laid your hands on me to try and tame
I was never yours, and you was never mine
Twas all a game you played,
Everything is grey, it's so hard to see
How To trust and how to feel
And how to love and how to heal
You ruined my life, It's just not that hard to see
Every day and every nigyt, I'm drowning in whiskey
Why should I, be the one up every day and night
Im now one with the sun, the moon and this gun
I can feel the metal, tickle my throat
Should I pull the trigger, I just don't know
Feeling alone, ive fallen from my throne
The one you built me, out of my own blood and bones

When will I be free

Here you go prisoner, the shackles are free
My gift from me too You, you should be grateful, youll see
This is how i love you, I've bound you into me
And in the meantime, I'm screaming,
someone please, come and save me

When will I be free