Managing the load

There's a lot of it. Loads. Managing it is sometimes a challenge. But, usually I procrastinate and get by. Cramming it all into the last 10 minutes of my available window. I wish I wasn't like this though. I wish I were more able to manage myself to get shit done properly.

Sometimes, I can. I get shit done. It's chasing the little jolt of happiness that comes with ticking something off your to-do list. But then I have to find the time and motivation to actually make a to-do list and break down the things I need to do into manageable tasks. Manage the load, again. I cannot.