Slavehood lesson 4

Exercise: Complete the following sentences.

I imagine myself as a slave being able to…
Be present fully in the world but only as is desired, to explore things and be happy but also a dumb slut while still enjoying a museum or trip to the cinema.

As a slave, I wouldn’t be allowed to…
Have autonomy or rights.

The idea that those things would be forbidden makes me feel…
In my place where i belong, i don't get rights only requests and those are a gift.

Just once in my life, I’d like to…
Be able to experience the world without fear.

I definitely would not want to…
Upset or hurt Sir in any way, i don't like if my troubles create issues and would never want to create even mild discomfort.

In my sexiest private fantasy, I…
Am fucked in a forest, allowed to ride until cum inside of and together alone in the forest openly without others interrupting.

I have a secret fetish for…
Being used, though i have no secrets i am clearly into the Czech fantasy type thing.

Being in a collar would make me feel…
Owned, held, and given the privilege of permanent ownership and submission.

If I were forbidden to have an orgasm for a week, I’d…
Have no changes to life?

When I masturbate, I often think about…
Sir fucking me, fucking in various places, and being allowed to cock warm sitting on Sir's lap.

I’d like to learn how to…
Be able to be openly a slut without hesitation.

Serving my Master or Mistress in public would make me feel…
In my place seeing as I am ever serving Sir always.

My most erotic memory is…
This is hard, i don't have one really?
Possibly blowing Sir in the car?

I first learned about erotic slavehood when…
Panda. Or possibly from the beauty books?

My favorite book is…
Sleeping beauty. clearly.

My favorite movie is…
Toss up between a few, i need a type.
Ghibli films, many Disney films, tank girl, Batman.

In my free time, I most often…
Look at cooking videos, little phone games, simple things.

The thing I find most attractive in other people is…
The mind I guess?
I like being dumber than Daddy so of course i want badly to be reminded of my place.

My highest priority in life is…
Pleasing Sir.

Sometimes I doubt I’ll ever be able to…
Think clearly for more than a short time again.

I think most of my romantic involvements have been…
Traumatic overall, but not since Sir.

In the past, I was ashamed of…
My body more than anything.

I feel I’ve come to terms with…
My looks and that it's okay to look pleasing to Sir even if I can't see what he enjoys about me that way.

If there’s one negative emotion I can’t handle, it’s…
Sadness.

When a person raises their voice to me, I…
Shut down and panic attack.

The three things I associate with silence are…
Reading, calm, nature.

If pressed, I’d identify myself as…
Female, Sircs dumb little bimbo slut.

The biggest influence on my erotic life has been…
Sir.

I’d describe my spiritual life as…
My god can beat up your god but that's just because mine goes to war for fun.

I believe strongly that..
I am property and belong beneath Sir always.

I’d fight for my right to…
Be a good girl and please Sir, but I don't have rights so this is moot.

I’ve only ever wanted to…
Be happy, but I am fortunate that Sir has given me the ability to feel joy so that is something I am growing accustomed to.