Ist of all toh yrrr sryyy kl ko jis way se chuti waqt Maine baat ki ya shuru ki baat... actually yrr vo frustrated tha already kaafi ki yrrr ...
(Usse pehle ye clear krdu ki tu amrender ko bulaye n bulaye usse toh koi problem nhi , atleast muje toh bilkul bhi nhi )

And Frustrated cause of ki yrrr tu baat clear krne gyi thi and fir bhi itne jyada tym lga dia ...i mean jiske baare me tune kha dost bhi nhi manti usse baat clear krne me itna tym ...jaise tu usse dosti krne gyi thi (dosti krne me koi problem nhi , Maine khud ne teko kha tha tere dost tuje choose krne aane chaiye ) so dosti se problem nhi ...baat ye h ki last day hmme kha dost bhi nhi smjti usko and next day hi sb usse opposite ho rha tha ..iss vjh se thodi frustration..ki alteast bta to jati khud se ki hn ye ye baat h and tum ab dost ho ya kuch bhi so koi aisi vaisi ya ldayi Vali baat nhi ..sb thik h ....Aisa tune khud se btana jruri nhi smjha ...and infact jb hmne bola chuti waqt milke Jana toh TB bhi tu nhi aa payi ..n next day bhi nhi bulaya ki hn kl chuti waqt bulana mind se nikl gya tha kuch bhi

And ek ye ki teri usse Jo bhi baat Hui mere related ki sryy bol dia ya kuch bhi ...vo tune ek baar bhi hmse confirmation Lena nhi chaha ..hmse jinhe tu dost kehti h and jb last tym baat Hui yb tk amrender dost bhi nhi tha toh hmare according toh tune USS person ki baat pe poora ykeen krlia and confirmation Lena jruri nhi smjha and na baat karna

Yrrr I'm sryyy tuje pehle bhi kha hua tha jaisi bhi baat hogi mai directly bolunga so I'm sryy AGR kisi baat se hurt ho toh and I tu khud hi dekh teri koi dusre section ki ladki dost jiske sath Teri bnti nhi bilkul bhi (just imagine ki if there is )
And usse Teri koi aur behs c hogyi last day aur ...and hm ya koi bhi jinhe tu dost manti ho ,vo uske pass jaake baith jaye uske sath ghnta kuch tym bita aaye and teko kuch bhi na khe aake ki yrrr iss vjh se jana hua ya kuch bhi ...toh teko ye feel nhi hoga ki yrrr ye toh muje itna acha dost kehte h and mere bhi itte ache dost h and ye uss ladki pass gye jiske sath muje psnd nhi jana and mrko kuch kha bhi nhi ki kyu Jana hua jbki last day hi hmari behs Hui thi ...mujse aake kuch clear bhi nhi kiya .....toh teko feel nhi hoga kya yrr??

I hope so tu mere kehne ka way smji ho n I'm sryyy agr nhi smjha Paya mai toh

I just told uh everything which was going on mind from these days jin thoughts ko andr rkh rkh ke frustration ho rhi thi

And it's okay agr in baaton ka reply na Dena chaye tu ...Maine just apni trf se share ki h ki muje lga I should share ...vrna toh yrrr chup rehne de baatein kbhi nhi sudharti ya better hoti ... As communication is necessary in every situation of life , i think so

Jaate jaate bs itna aur kehna chahta hu ki yrr mind ye sb chl rhe hone bavjood Maine Snapchat pe MSG Kiya ki ek conversation ka flow bna rha toh kl college me 1st mai khud hi bula lunga and uske baad file ki pics ke liye what's app bhi kiya and chl fir maine socha ab toh kl ko aasani se bula lia jayega agr tu na bula paye toh bhi...but nhi tune fir dophar ko what's app n sc dono PE ignore kr dia achnk hi ..seen hi nhi kiye MSG ...jis vjh se next day tune toh bulaya nhi ..na mai bula paya as chat pe hi aisa ignore hogya toh face to face fir kya hi krna bula ke yrrr ..vha bhi ignore hogya toh bs ...🙃 But fir bhi jaise taise krke baat shuru ki n fir chuti waqt tujhse baat krne aaye but teko lga bus nikl jayegi so firse reh gyi baat and acha hua tha baat nhi Hui ki muje baad me jaane baad laga ki mai shyd jis way se baat kr rha tha vo rude sa tha ...vhi fir upr/starting Vali chat/baat shuru hoti h