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[Day 4] Existential crisis and chill

Was an okay day apart from when I got stressed out about never getting a better job or being good at what I do. Did my tasks. Made some progress on the portfolio. And realized all I have to do is be intentional with my work. Doing things for the sake of doing them won't get me far. I have to start caring about the right things. ...
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[Day 3] There's so much

Prioritization is what I need. And it's what I don't do. I had an assignment due, two huge tasks that I can't afford to delay because I already delayed one for 12 whole days when I wasn't available. And I choose to work on my portfolio or my passport. Discipline is what I lack right now. I know what's right. I know what to do. And yet I don't do it. I am increasingly worried I am losing my ability to think. I need to get a grip on myself and my whims. Regardless, all is not lost. Despite every...
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[Day 2] Was a good day

In effort of not giving up on just day 2 here's the update. The storefront design went well. My bosses and colleagues liked it. They just need some minor updates and a mobile version of the design (which I am totally not procrastinating by writing this). I started working on my first 'official' blog today, one that I am actually putting in efforts to write and not just handing over to ChatGPT. I also explored a couple other LLMs and yeah, it's difficult to choose one, they all have their share...
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[Day 1] Fresh new start

Alright so, I am reading this book called 'Show your work' to kind of help me get started on revamping my portfolio. One of the ideas in there is to start sharing a 'Daily Dispatch' of my work, which is to say just talk about it online, share something I am working on. I am too nervous about posting on any of the mainstream platforms as I haven't posted anything in years on my socials. So I figured this is a good way to start. Today I started working on this template design for a seller landin...
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