Intelligence, Patience, Expectations, and Lonelyness

I would really like to connect to someone.

To be a thinking person...
I am having a really hard time reconciling how Human Beings are acting right now with the teaching that we are evolved, intelligent creatures.

Just so you know, I am brain dumping here, right now.

Are you enlightened?
Or...
Are you just another monkey, getting ready to throw poop at me for saying this?

If you are a religious believer and voted for Don Juan Drumpf, then there is something extremely flawed about your world view.

If you think that Joel Ostine is teaching from the "Bible," then you are fucking stupid, or completely ignorant of what that bible actually says.

The last time that I did meth was over 18 and a half years ago. Everyone that I called my friend then is still doing exactly what they were doing when I quit...
Let that sink in...

I am alone. I have been alone for many years. I am trying to be patient.

Having relationships with other people feels like having relationships with chimpanzees.

Every time that I approach any other person, with any expectations, I leave the encounter totally disappointed.

I am alone. I have been alone for many years. I am trying to be patient.

I am trying to be patient, but I am lonely.