Will The Cycle Never End

Sometimes, you just need to sit down and start something. I have had so many
problems getting back to my writing habit. So, I wanted to get back to it and
I wanted to go back to that method that has always worked out well for me. I
like to just sit down at the page and start to write and see what gets out. A
lot of the time it is pure garbage. But, it is one of the few methods that
work for me when it comes to writing. I find that if I don't do that then it
becomes almost impossible to start. I have been thinking about my projects and
my habits very critically lately. I keep trying to fit myself into a box and
fit myself into these categories. I am trying so hard to be something. I just
want to be X. But, that doesn't exist yet. "If you're going through hell, keep
going."