Yesterday, you said dating me sucks. You are so busy with making decisions for the family all week and then it is Friday before you know it. You don't have time. Plus, the dates are unproductive. I want to laugh out loud right now. Who says things like that. It was absurd. But then you tried to soften it up with "but it is like sex, I did not enjoy it but now I do." As I think about it. I am glad you told me how you felt about it. I need to not be hurt but work with it. ...

Yesterday I asked you about what features you found most attractive about me. You said, "Your big toe, your little toe, your straight teeth, and your hairy chest." I want to juxtapose your answer to one I was given the same week. Like you said there's different levels of attraction in the different categories and they fluctuate a.k.a. ebb and flow. I can probably go through each category and explain an aspect that pertains to you. Intellectual - you have a fascinating way of seeing the world. ...

This last week I have been thinking about appreciation. I have mentioned a couple of times this last week that life would be a lot harder without you. That being a single parent would be really difficult. All you said was "Yep." Like my life would be hard without you. I wanted you to know that you make a difference in my life. I wish you could let me know that was the case. ...

Hi Sharon, It is July 7th, 2021. Yesterday I was riding home from work and was thinking about life. I don't write my deepest and darkest feelings in my journal because I know it is easy to read. Some days I feel like I am going crazy and need some where to write what I am feeling and experiencing. I hope it will be a place to come back to when I need to remind myself about how I was feeling. I don't know if you will ever read this and in some way I hope you never do, because these will not b...