I started thinking again

To have everything is to yet have nothing at all, for if you were to have everything you're missing the very thing that matter, self.

If you do not have yourself then is there really you as you are and should be.
The person of which is at peace to have nothing they want but everything they really need.

**"If I think all the time I have nothing to think about except thoughts, and so I'm never in touch with the real world"

• Alan Watts**

What is the real world though, a question of which even I am not sure upon.

I spend so much time thinking in the past that the future does indeed worry me, then again I'm one to spend so much time wondering of the present then being the present, a prison of my own mind I suppose of which only sometimes will I realise that there is no future, nor no past.

If I were to die, I would not be remembered not for what nor who I was or even what I have done, in a sense all I am to remembered as is my own name, that is what will be remembered for what I have done.