Today's early waking 18/3/22

March 18, 2022•54 words

My 0400 was at 5 today. It hasn't stopped just for being at home. I turned to look at a blog post to attempt to wait for it to pass before writing. This profoundly helped:

https://zenhabits.net/obsess/

It is, ironically given the amount of attention spent on this lately, probably the best advice I've received.

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