Exhausted, Excited

October 30, 2020•98 words

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I'm exhausted. By everything; the work, the rest. The social responsibilities. The awakening happening in the country right now.

What I find truly interesting is that whenever I'm exhausted I'm also excited. Excited for things to come, excited about things that just happened.

Sure, right now I am not capable of doing very much. I'm exhausted, aye? I won't write many words; I won't think clearly. But I'm still excited. The feeling of tiredness after a good day is so satisfying. And so exciting.

And so I keep going on, sometimes without context.

Excited for the future.

👍❤️🫶👏👌🤯🤔😂😍😭😢😡😮

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