DAY034: ADDICTION OF ATRACTIONS

hi everyone welcome to my another blog my daily blog series #the121 & its gonna be long so read with ease, dont rush, todays topic is so important, interesting & sbt our most common shame that sometimes we say as its an talent or something, & heres an 18+ disclaimer that its gonna be so much explicit, so dont read it loud in front of families, even though everthing im gonna say is completely logical & important to listen its still a bad manners

talking abt bad, u know what else is bad, the thing that we all do, we all is bad, but still cant leave, many ppls dont even try to leave even knowing what wrong it does, so heres a deep relization for that, im talking abt watching porn & mastrubating afterwards, both are bad, unhealthy & mind damaging process, and their so much related as we all know so i should talk abt in same time, its not a mistake anymore, its an issue, a major problem in our daily life rn

first of all how do they attract us, i mean why do we even go to it, even knowing that its a bad thing to do, bad thing to resist, here comes our attractions, and its completely natural, we cant do ant about it, as human being we're attracted to our opposite genders, and we cant just end this attraction without any reasons, any deep reasons, and ppls who dont gets this attraction have serious mental issue, cs our brain is designed to generate this attractions at the moment we anyone opposite our gender & not related in some very close way like mother or sister or daughters and same opposite male versions, even though some might attracted to those also, which i'll not say bad but let be honest, ur mentally ill if ur one of those

so its natural, but this attraction normal or heavy, and how is it actually depends on ur charecter, its diffrent for everyone, the things that are common are actions that we taught right after seeing an opposite gender, & there mainly two types of it, some just thought abt non physical connections like talking or traveling or other things like that, while other thoughts abt physical connections like kissing or cuddleing or just sex, and its not problem at any one of them, everyone have thier own type of mind that thinks some this more than others, & no matter what ever u thought, its fine

but u know, thinking of this are easy but doing is not, its very hard to do those things for varios reasons, and of course its lot of work, like firstly u have to go out & find someone like then approach them with confidence then talk and blah blah blah, too much time consuming & a lot of work, who even have time for that right, everyone have it, what we dont have is the gut to spoke someone random & we're just a lazy piece of shit, & thats why we choose the alternative, the easy way, since most ppls thinks physical connections more over mental ones, & the end of the day they have to, but they cant cs we're lazy, we choose to see others do it

seeing other doing things that we wanted to also makes us feels like we're doing it, thats why we love movies, cs we relate our self with the main character & think doing whayever he does, same with porns, we see others doing it feel like we're doing it, & give our brain a type of satisficition that never needed, and then afterwards we mastrubate to feel that feelings half physically also, just for fun & just for our laziness

but whats wrong right, we're still getting satisfiction that we wanted & without even doing half the work, its completely free right, so its good to do right, its worse than that, why, lets understand it using a bit of help from biology, after seeing pron those scenes stays on our mind for very long time takes the additional space for reason, the reason its able to stay cs we dont just watch it with eyes, no we watch it will feel, & things like that stays long, this space was meant to be store our special moment with special ppls which will eventuatally makes our brain healthier cs those moments makes us happy whenever we remember them, but instead being filled with hot porn scenes, it make it worse

whenever we remember of those scenes we think to experience them again, and then for hours we do that, filling our brain again with those silly hot scenes, since this moments never happened to us so when we remember them after a long time it just distrubs our bodies general flow & makes our brain work slow, our brain just gets random un censored thoughts random times which makes our thinking process very difficult and we just fall for another round to experience it again, it slowly takes our mind & focus from our freinds & family & every other thing expect those, we officially joins the addiction community

thats not all, after that or at the moment of that we all another thing that is known as human lifes biggest mistake to make our body unusable at a moment, talking abt mastrubution, nothing to say abt it, its just bad, we do it to feel the pron a little bit physically, why, cs it releases a bit of hormone that tends to make us happy, but irregular releasing of it makes our emotions fade away day by day, & at some point we just fail to express our emotion the way we should, not only that, mastrubating releases sperms in cums from our penies, and that another tower of problem, that thing is so important for us to be able to produce babies

but irregular & too much releasing of it makes our body weak day by day, it even losens our wieghts and makes our body too much weak, cs we lost to much energy by those, & if we continue, we may lost our power to produce babies completely, & may fall into very big & serious problem day by day, we lose our productiveness & most importantly, we will even lose our attraction, and its scientificly proven that things does loses our attractions day by day

and the end of the day its all about those attractions that we just dont control to become happy, for a very short time period of course & lose everthing that we could been putted on us & everyone arround us, just for fun we sacrifice time, energy, relations, while it still lasts for just few moments while gives us the truma & regrets for full life time, and we left with a brain full of shitty images that devouring its speed and power eventually

so i've promised or say lied myself many times before that i'll stop it, and maybe u all also experienced same issue, but dont be fustrated, we will finish it soon, just dont lie to urself, as i promised yesterday, today gonna be last day, today gonna be my tomorrow, im writing this blog right after watching porn, and the one is the last, i also deleted pinterest that i used for soft porn or pre-porn (watching half naked girls that evolves my mind into watching real porns), though its not gonna be easy to stop this one but i'll do it slowly, but porn is completely banned from me and u hope making this public will help me, & i will show my shame face if i not be able to do it, i'll do it publically, & any of u reading this take a similar apporch pls, its for u & ur future generation, so..

have an better life...