fina

Was left to figure it out on my own at the age of 11… Age 12: didn’t know what to do without a father. Age 13: realizing no one will help me and ill have to survive with whatever I got. Age 14: had enough and decided death would be much better than living. Age 15: still alive in disappointment . Age 16: couldn’t take anymore of it and tried death again but it wasn’t on my side. Age 17: locked up till I lost my sanity. Age 18: rose from the ashes. Age 19: stood up with a mind set on leaving and n...

I never wished death upon anyone as much as I wished it on myself… Every time I wish it morning, day and night no one around me seemed to notice how am I doing maybe I fake it too much or maybe they just don’t care maybe I just don’t matter, I see it in their faces it’s like I barely exist and I’m just there to tend to their needs like I’m just emotionless no feelings just fake smiles and silence, been like that all my life no one reached out no matter how much I suffered no one was on my side, ...