Why you have rape fantasies

Naturally, I'm talking about CNC play here and not actual rape, rape culture exists and it makes me angry. I'm not implying in any way that you want to actually get raped in a back alley by a fat disgusting old fuck...

I'm talking about CNC (consensual non-consensual) & dubcon (dubious consent).

Evolutionary Reasons

For most of humanity's history, men generally had to worry about ending up dismembered, and women kept as sex slaves. I'm not here to argue that being an actual sex slave has anything desirable, it sucks. But being dismembered, burned alive, etc cannot really be "experienced" in a consensual manner, hence why you know, deep down, that you can experience the full "thing" through CNC without dying a horrible and unimaginably painful death, which is the outcome for men in the end game.

I'm not saying its unfair, but I admit sometimes I'm a little bit jealous or women because of that :) You get to be able to experience an end-game scenario without dying or being permanently disabled.

Why gang rapes too

Simple reason is you have multiple holes to you can fill all at once. Guys only have one stick to fill holes with.

Again so unfair :(

This is also why threesomes and group sex is more fun and exciting to women (MMF or a higher men to women ratio); Men only have one "handle" to play with, while you have multiple holes you can get filled all at once. For men, sex with multiple women at once is more about ego boost and feeling like "the man", rather than extra stimulation. The ego boost component of pleasure in non-negligible, and for women multiple men at once creates a massive rush of feeling desired. For you, its more an increase in feeling desired than an ego boost, although some may find their egos boosted by having multiple guys on them at the same time.

Lustfulness

The other simple reason you like the idea of getting raped, is because it's the ultimate manifestation of uncontrollable desire directed towards you.