Burnout

What do I do? Feeling totally drained, no vibe to write... super tired. Slept badly last night. Keeping glasses on today instead of contacts didn’t help. Also eating way too much and cut down on caffeine. Maybe I had a little epiphany, but I can't remember. Went for a long walk, that was probably the best part of today—finally clear after the rain. Did some writing, then hung out with peeps on an online support group video. Shopping online now. I will settle for living like a peasant—my grandparents were peasants. Thanks to America’s abundance, I can dream up wish lists for all the stuff you’d find in a consumer lifestyle. But a high style guy doesn’t do that, according to social media. The point is to create an impression resulting so that coffee shop workers get a little spooked. All I really want is a vacation—some fun and relaxation. But there’s just so much sand on the beach.