Disregard Females | Th 1/12

I fell asleep on the couch mom put in my room while trying to journal. I guess I was tired, but it was a bad idea anyways. I woke up at like 6 AM to brush my teeth and properly sleep, and it was hard waking up at 8:30 for a meeting. Thankfully it's huge and I would have no chance of being called, out so I slept through it.

During stand-up it felt weird being excited at the progress Nicole and I made on the automation utility when it was only catching up to what I claimed I did before. Shabab wasn't happy with the lack of progress, but I was on the inside at least.

The work day was whatever. Sam wanted to meet to help me finish the notorious Secure Code Warrior training since I was having trouble, even with the example question website. I also struggled to get ChatGPT to work on the VDI with Nicole, so we didn't get to progress much.

There was another girl situation in the elevator in the parking garage, but I'm trying not to linger on it. She was smiling a lot for seeing a stranger in the elevator, but as clueless as it sounds, I'd rather assume she was thinking of a joke or was in a good mood. I think I'd prefer to make false negative errors than false positives when it comes to attention from girls: surely they're just being friendly and may be thinking about something else. Now that I type that, maybe this is why I don't have any idea how to interact with them apart from being friendly.

The drive home wasn't fun, but we got it done. I actually misremembered the floor I parked on and got off on the same one as the girl, so she got to see me as I walked around confused and I left later than I wanted to. Back at home I pulled the usual snack and nap, which isn't a good habit. I was excited to stay (relatively) productive and do some chores, but then I time traveled to 7 PM.

Now I ate dinner and am probably going to lift again and clean up my hair. The length of my hair on top seems fine (and I'm lazy) so I'll just clip the sides and back, which should be fast.

Even with the new phone app timers I'm procrastinating a lot. I took forever to work out then forever to shower. Now that I think about it, I was just losing self control eating those cheddar ruffles and and listened to the newest Subtronics album for way too long.

I should be careful about my diet too. My lifting belt is fitting pretty snugly now, so maybe the plan to regularly make chocolate chip cookies like in LA will have to stay a dream. I'll cut my hair tomorrow.