Day 58

Nothing happened. it didn't work and its getting fucking boring. and tiring and tiring every day for being bored and bored every day day day there isn't ay inspiration or creativity valyes here there's nothing in fucking paradise i found shan gri la and there were fires in the forrest and someone took a shit in the bathroom trees

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