Monday

I had trouble going to sleep and woke up several times during the night feeling anxious, reflected by an increased heart rate as expected. I gave up sleeping for the rest of the morning and rose early.

It's absolutely the worst being this nervous but being unable to sleep it off.

The anxiousness is wearing off earlier than I expected, but I still feel incredibly unmotivated. Empty is another good way to describe this.

I don't want to do anything. If it were not for assignments due this week I would crawl up in bed and try to take a long nap.

I took a 7.5mg dose again to see if it helps with my tiredness and anxiety.