Sunday

Today, having one more nap after waking up, I don't feel as tired as yesterday. During that nap I had a dream about being ostracized from everyone I know and locking myself in my room before waking up.

I went out to have a walk with my mom. It was a cloudy and cool day.

I don't want to go to classes tomorrow. I don't want to have to worry about applying for housing next semster. I don't want to have to focus on selling myself to get an internship for this summer. I need it, but I don't want to have to deal with getting health insurance to get me through my condition. I don't want to have to deal with thinking up things to bring up to the therapist.

Why does the world have to move so fast and why won't it leave me alone? I really am in need of a long, long break.