Lamenting in Separation

Fallen Rascal: Lamenting in Separation (2006-2008). A nitya-baddha, eternally conditioned spirit soul. I made a bunch of recordings back then, unheard and unreleased. Some of these may be released here later, you have been warned. ...

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This is a little story(board) I wrote many years ago. One day the Sun woke up, every human was gone. Sun looked first in east, then in west, but nowhere they could be found. Perhaps they'll be back tomorrow, thought Sun, as he went home to his nest. The following morning Sun got up a little earlier than before. His rays were searching both high and low, he even melted some snow. While thinking of how they could all disappear, Sun came across a cow and a deer. Hi there, said Sun, have you ...

Where to go and whom to follow I can't find the way on my own I'm scared of doing the right thing Just in case it ain't so Dear Lord, please tell me what to do ...

Other pendants promise increased strength, better focus, less radiation from cell phones and so on. We promise none of that... Rather on the contrary: Our pendants will NOT shield you from radiation or give you supernatural powers! But at the time of death, can any of those "other pendants" save you? ...

Please take away my lust, my anger and my greed My envy and my pride, my false identity Then maybe I could see who I really am A servant of Your servant's lotus feet ...

This world is but a dim reflection Of what lies beyond I wish I knew direction But I'm lost here all alone Nowhere to go, no place to hide I wish I was by Your side /* Who am I, where do I come from What's the purpose of my life Who am I, where do I come from Where will I go when I die */ ...

Thinking things over Now that I'm sober I never even meant to go away I couldn't help it Into the hell-pit Without You it is all the same /* Now I realise my mistake This world is vacant For want of You */ I'm trying to chant But clearly I can't My mind's telling me what to do Maya's distractions And sinful reactions Please help me surrender to You ...

Prayers to Nrsimhadev namas te narasimhaya prahladahlada-dayine hiranyakashipor vaksaha shila-tanka-nakhalaye I offer my obeisances to Lord Narasimha, who gives joy to Prahlada Maharaja and whose nails are like chisels on the stonelike chest of the demon Hiranyakasipu. ito nrisimhah parato nrisimho yato yato yami tato nrisimhah bahir nrisimho hrdaye nrisimho nrisimham adim sharanam prapadye Lord Nrsimha is here and also there. Wherever I go Lord Nrsimha is there. He is within the heart a...

Back in 2001-2002 I was very depressed. A friend of mine had committed suicide, so me and my friends were grieving. I had stopped taking drugs and I stopped drinking as well. Anyhow, this recording is from back then, lamenting my fallen state. Lyrics Thou shall not kill Thou shall not lie Thou shall not steal And thou shall not f*** around ...

No meat, no fish, no eggs, no intoxication No illicit sex, no gambling or speculation These are the basic rules for human life If we would just follow we'd be surprised How nice to leave This world behind No birth, no death, no old age and disease If we could all just come together, please And sing these Holy names of the Lord Which leads me to the refrain come on ...

Hare Kṛṣṇa, Hare Kṛṣṇa, Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa, Hare Hare, Hare Rāma, Hare Rāma, Rāma Rāma, Hare Hare ...

Please have mercy upon my soul Fallen into this world (a nitya-baddha) Please have mercy upon us all Still so far away from home (vaikuntha) ...

I'm small and insignificant just like A speck of dust floating thru the air And You're the most magnificent (God) I don't even know why You should care Yet I'm calling out to You in despair Please get me out of here (Your maya) /* Just by calling Your name... */ ...