deleted all my porno

didnt have much but did have a set of pictures id collected over the years

ive been doing this in stages—collecting it into the hidden folder to keep it away from the eyes of child friends who use my phone to take pictures

and then a couple of days ago i deleted it all

didnt want it—didnt need it anymore

this is not a judgment on porn—i have zero moral problems with a person or persons using porn

but in my case i no longer needed it

porn had become another way to pick—which i discovered was another way to stop breathing—the more you pick the less youre able to breathe

so i decided to stop picking

i dont want that relationship with pictures anymore

my wife is happy—she is supportive of my looking at pictures if i want

but we are both better this way

for me—simplicity is a big part of it

i would rather have one document (one program) than i would have two

i would rather have a walker than a walker and a cane

i would rather show one picture than two

my phone feels lighter

i have gotten rid of something

that i do not need