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Bursting Firecracker

All my negative thoughts laid out in the open

Tuesday, 3 Oct 2023 at 11:45

Tak faham jugak aku. Jelas lagi nyata yg aku tgh dengar lagu (pakai earphone) dan berkali2 jugak aku terpaksa keluarkan earphone tu dari telinga aku untuk dengar apa yg diorg cakap tapi ada jugak org masih nak cakap dengan aku. Nasib baik x perlu sterile gloves aku untuk keluarkan earphone tu. ...
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Thursday, 28 Sept 2023 at 10:00

I hate the community events in Malaysian education institutions where each department has to send someone to participate. Rather than forcing people to join, why don't you make it interesting enough for people to join voluntarily, make it enticing enough to join. And I hate especially when there's a minimum participation for both men and women each. That discriminate departments with lack of men or women. Since I'm the only man in this department, that would mean that I have to participate in ev...
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Wednesday, 27 Sept 2023 at 19:40

Aku x faham lah kenapa Melayu ni susah sangat nak rapatkan dan luruskan saf. Dah jelas2 diberitahu sebelum start solat tapi masih x buat. Ke sebab nak dapat duduk tahiyat akhir? Tapi tu still x warrant you untuk tak rapatkan saf. ...
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Monday, 25 Sept 2023 at 21:15

Stressnya dengan bunyi notification baru Instagram. Dah lah pakai iOS, xleh nak tukar notification sound tu, ...
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Friday, 22 Sept 2023 at 16:41

Aku pantang jugak org yg suka schedule last minute. Boleh x at least schedule dua hari sebelum or maybe bagi notis ke apa. ...
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Sunday, 24 Sept 2023 at 16:41

Sakit hati gak aku dengan dia ni. Dia kata dia rasa Umaa ni demand dia tapi kalau dia boleh pulak buat. Aku x kesah kalau weekdays tapi weekend boleh x jangan kacau? Dah set masa untuk bincang tu tggu je lah waktu bincang tu. Ni nak jugak kacau waktu rehat org ...
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Sunday, 17 Sept 2023 at 15:33

This woman at the laundromat keeps checking the timer on the dryer. I mean, the timer is not going to go faster the more you keep checking it. Stop checking it. ...
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Friday, 15 Sept 2023 at 17:22

Nampak sgt dia nak dia je betul. "People always say that trizol method is the best but I NEVER find any literature about that. People always say this but no proof." Dia cakap tu mcm dia dah baca semua literature review je. Berapa banyak papers yg ada and especially kalau maybe method tu x apply pun kt sample plants kau. Apa yg kau baca tu terus invalidate semua opinions org. Pelik aku tgk dia ni. Nampak sgt privileged sgt. Satu lagi, time nak buat experiment, nampak lah dia ni gaté sgt. You all...
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Thursday, 14 Sept 2023 at 17:22

Dia ni pun satu. Xnak kena kacau (so dia schedule meeting time dengan dia) tapi kalau dia kacau org boleh pulak. Double standard sgt, pentingkan diri sendiri je. Kalau x jawab call dia marah pulak. Kalau kita yg call dia waktu weekend dia pulak yg marah. Kalau aku pun xnak kena kacau waktu weekend, kau pun x boleh kacau aku waktu weekend. Bagi sama, xyah nak apply standard x sama rata. ...
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Tuesday, 12 Sept 2023 at 11:00

Why won't you text me or even ask me how I'm doing? I know that you're not the type of person who texts a lot. I can understand if you're texting Adi but why can't you even text me if you can find time to text Amir? You still watch my stories though but no reply whatsoever. I sent you reels but no reply whatsoever. I'm getting a little tired of it. I want to react but I can't because it'll get things worse. But the high road is so difficult too. ...
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Wednesday, 13 Sept 2023 at 00:00

Diorg ni memang nak kena. Hari tu mati2 cakap xleh nak oven bake radas suhu rendah dari 180 degrees. "I have read so many protocol and it must at least be 180 degrees Celcius. Anything lower, cannot." Lepas tu bila aku mention yg ada student boleh dpt extract RNA pakai suhu 60 je, diorg cakap lak boleh je. Kalau nak jadi elitist tu at least consistent lah. Dah lah xnak mengaku salah, nak sentiasa betul pulak tu. Sakit hari tgga org kedak ya eh. Satu lagi. Ada mesin yg ada masalah. Boleh pulak j...
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Friday, 8 Sept 2023

It’s rage- and anxiety-inducing being in the lab simply because of its inhabitants. There’s one who is being elitist and the need to be correct throw every once of respect towards the other person out of the window. On the other hand, there’s another who keeps giving suggestions to stop doing the good things the other people have been doing because in their view, no one in their social circle is doing it, hence it’s labelled unnecessary and in the end, it’s a bad thing. Why can’t you take it do...
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Sunday, 10 Sept 2023

“I read about it, therefore whatever you have read or advice you have received are wrong.” Her need to be correct is insufferable. It’s quite elitist for her to invalidate people’s experience with only what she has read (and which does not even take into account whether she understand fully what she’s read). The worst part is she takes pride in being privileged and pampered. I need to stay away from her toxicity as far as possible. ...
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