Tuesday, 5 Sept 2023

I should have started my video with "Assalamualaikum." One thought that crosses my mind is that at some point in our life, we would want to have an unbreakable friendship - a friendship that can withstand all odds, a friendship that's going to last forever. But we all know that's never going to happen, at least in this life. Yeah. It will start with the laughter fading away, the messages turning to "seen," and finally silence. I don't know why I'm talking about this, but it's understandable that people move on, people advance, but it's mentally tiring to see people leave, c'est fatiguant. However, that's how things go. It makes up the fact that whatever moments you have left, you should savor every single second of it.

I had this thought when I was in the shower. I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. Today, I woke up a little late. Because of that, it made me feel bad for waking up later than usual, and that's probably why I'm thinking about this. Oh yeah, also one thing. I've been struggling with something for the past few years, and I decided to turn things around. So, here's the new me, I would say, because somebody in my life just opened up my eyes to see how damaging the problems that I have been facing all this time. The damage that I wasn't able to see for the longest time, and now I can see them. They're pretty horrible, by the way, the things that I've done during those years. Yeah, it's a lot. It was a lot, so I decided to just turn things around little by little.

And yeah, talking about friendship. So feel free to call me, message me, InshaAllah. I will reply; I will answer the calls. Yeah, because probably a few years ago, I would be scared to answer those calls. I would be scared to even reply to those messages. But now, things are different. Just call me. I don't mind it. I would much prefer it. I will look forward to that even more if you tell me about it in advance. Yeah, feel free to schedule a call with me. I wouldn't mind it. Just call me whenever, maybe not during my bedtime. You know what, why not during my bedtime? Go ahead. Maybe I will wake up because you called me in the middle of the night due to my phone ringing. Other than that, that's it. Ciao.

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