Going on a random walk down an explored rabbit-hole

How can I find and fix the chinks in my armour?
THe ability to perform at short notice. To be able to say things which sound profound and wise, without actually seeming to be desperate and sweating to curry favours from the hoi-polloi.

It is a test of who can stare at the enemy without blinking, for the longest period of time.

She is very chaalu, without appearing to be so. (SS), is she a Brahmin, possibly not.
She is rather protective of her brood and keeps her own folks close to her chest or whatever body part she prefers.
The nature of this team is that it's fractured and there are power struggles. Which are very obvious but not openly acknowledged.

How much do you want to step up to the stage and perform when called upon, during a difficult moment.
It is a sad fact that you will always desire things which are out of your reach.

BUt if I need to create the castle in the air, then focus on the story-building capabillity.
Why do I keep feeling, or observe thoughts which are negative and depressing.

As a meditator, you can treat these passing thoughts emotions feelings as a forensics analyst looking at a specimen or analyzing a sample. You don't need to engage with any one thought feeling emotion.
Remember that all of them are transitory and so are you.
Everything changes and you need to understand what is your core and the rest is all noise.

I intended to develop a theme around wihch I can change my lenses to understand anything from different perspectives.
Maybe I can build around this theme of lenses of perception and write about different strategies, techniques,

What is the analogy you can use, to explain a situation, emotion, thought,
Now that the biggies have stepped off-stage and returned to the barracks along with their troops, the lesser mortals have been called out to clean-up and put up a small minor show, for the pleasure of all the women-folk.

Do I have something to say / ask / share ?
Why do we really miss the things which are obvious and you'll start seeing patterns.
Can you step out of this conversation for a minute and see how societal norms and organizational behaviour is being encouraged and thrust upon all to follow.

Will you have the maturity and perceptive insight to see what is good for the overall team and you are playing a small part in this to orchestrate the entire event.

Day3 of blogging 101days ?