Feeling Lost and Listless

What are your plans for the weekend?

Another question, that sucks and makes me feel like I'm wasting my life, doing nonsense which is meaningless and isn't going anywhere.

Isn't it obvious that you're just sitting by the road-side and all the world and their uncles are moving on.
You need to come up with a new mantra, or a raga, or a way to justify your existence.

Is that the problem?
That the world is moving and you're feeling stuck to the same place without really understanding what is going on.
Probably yes, it echoes what I'm feeling.

So how do I go forward form here?
I need to change my behaviours gradually.
Will a pursuit help?
It will, provided you are honest consistent and focussed hard enough for it to start giving you benefits.

What exactly are you trying to do, with your life?
Do you realise that you have only alimited period of time, and we need to perform and move on.
The stage will be taken over the the next person and you need to get a grip over what is the best approach here.