2026-02-22 09:07 AM

What do I want to become ?

I seem to have been floating on default, ALL THESE YEARS !

How can I really understand myself?
What is meant by "really understanding" ?
Can I remind myself to be mentally and physically present, in the now?
Is that all that is required for truly understanding myeslf?

Do I need to observe myself, as an independent observer?
Who can keep looking at your inner and outer bodies and keep noting the commentary running in my head?

How objective can I remain, when the situation becomes stormy and difficult?

One possible answer, to my prayers to the Almighty,
play with your son and win his trust and learn to enjoy his company.

You must be able to connect with him, genuinely, without any agenda.

Finding the structure and meaning are two different things.
What motivates you and what inspires you?
Are you able to clearly define, explain to yourself and others, what we need to be doing with ourselves?

Taking OpenClaw for a spin, but without really understanding anything at depth
Is that the problem? I seem to be operating at a very superficial level?