Prayer To The Gods

08-03-2026 21:34:09.9
I need to clear this interview, so that I can clean up my mental closets and renew myself. But can't I do all of this cleansing in-situ? Why do I need external validation for feeling normal?

Can't I face the situation by accepting whatever happens as His plan for me. Why am I feeling stuck and negative about a whole bunch of stuff, including myself? Surely I can repair myself, without needing to switch jobs.

Let's disconnect the job==self-worth equation. You'll need to fix the situation. Hey, this was supposed to be a prayer and not a self analytical piece. Please help me, accept the world and do my best to add value to wherever I am.

My concern for my son, daughter, father and wife and all extended family members. May His goodwill extend to all those who need it.

If there is only one thing I can do better tomorrow, is to pray for the Lord's blessings and shelter, as long as I'm in His care, I'm in safe hands.

I'm unable to catch or pull in as much information as earlier. Is it due to increased noise (distraction) in my head? Or is it advancing age? Could it be both and other unknown unknowns? Any way to stem the tide, control the situation?

I keep asking myself all these questions, but is anything coming out of it? Besides writing this stuff here, and you never coming back to it ever again, is there a strategy to tackle life? There may not be one single approach, to solve it all, but listening attentively, for clues is important. Stay on it for as long as possible.

But this sounds so desperate here, that I'm beginning to feel belittled even when there was no malice but mere stupidity.

Pray to the Almighty, my life and everything I do, is in your hands. Amen.