tunnel
January 14, 2023•99 words
It's really sunny out today. Light is pouring in through the window. Today my mind is preoccupied with desire, a specific goal/destination, and I can't help but notice how distant the light and warmth feel compared to when I'm just open and flowing. I almost didn't notice it, and yesterday was seriously one of the grayest and gloomiest days in a while.
I guess it's part of the ebb and flow. Sometimes in the tunnel of desire, sometimes laying out in the open air with the sun. Is it possible to have both, or does something have to give?