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June 11, 2022•315 words
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I should've slept early this night
But some things just keep on stickin' in my mind
They be starring in a movie called 'my dreams', for sure
An unreal reality, certainly
I keep on picturing the worse things
But what if what I get weren't those?
Or what if those are what I'll actually get?
Some things just keep bothering my life
Achievements, goals, chores
They're endless, that's for sure
We race for them to know our worth
But is it wrong for me to space myself?
I guess nope, but I guess yea
A little room wouldn't hurt
Just be sure to not stay for too long
Okay, I'll get off my space
But I'm still not ready for this life
I wish someone would show me how
To live the fullest one, just like everyone
Sorry for not being your best
Just someone who you're familiar with for a while
I wish we were closer, but nah
I'm making a space so that I can't hurt more
I'm just too afraid of losing, both me and you
But I guess the distance's too far now
My soul's leaving so far, I'm losing myself
I'm lifeless, just haunting this world
Guess anyone wouldn't stick with a ghost
Yea, sure, they'll run or have me running when they see me
Would someone give me a life?
Sometimes I think I don't deserve one
Might be better off gifting it to one
But I thought I'll need it later
Yes, I need a life right now
People keep telling to get one
Do they know how it feels to not have one?
I guess nope, they already have their best
Ya, I can sleep right now
Then wake up and search for life
No one supports me on doing em
Looking forward to actually getting one
2022.06.11 23:19 GMT+8
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