if youre finding something hard to do—try doing the same thing for a different reason

and shes right !! shes so so right ive been writing more than usual—also extra-friendly contacting staff from this blog platform (!!) also frank/friendly texting with my tmobile rep—also talking more and sleeping less and also making crazy communication with my landlord and building manager (though clearly they have their problems) my boo says when im manic i make a straight line to the two of them i hate that i can do this for days before any partner could tell me that im manic (and living ...