my baby suggests im manic

and shes right !!

shes so so right

ive been writing more than usual—also extra-friendly contacting staff from this blog platform (!!) also frank/friendly texting with my tmobile rep—also talking more and sleeping less

and also making crazy communication with my landlord and building manager (though clearly they have their problems) my boo says when im manic i make a straight line to the two of them

i hate that i can do this for days before any partner could tell me that im manic (and living not around someone i could trust for most of my life—those days used to be months)

i hate that this limits what i can do in life

the things i say when manic are always right (theyre perfectly true !!)

but the way i say them drives people away

im glad someone pulled me back from the edge today (thanks boo)