Day 064
May 29, 2021•20 words
#100Days
Today I wanted to dedicate time to the drafts kept elsewhere, where larger and deeper essays are being written.
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Day 063
May 28, 2021•174 words
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(The sense of) Life achievements
I often feel like running after some sort of life goal. This goal looks like some state of mind where I get the sense of true achievement, a state where I can feel content with what and where I am.
Today a thought about that crossed my head. It suggested me I'm 'behind the schedule', my own schedule. It was as if I had my own expectations towards my own life achievements, and despite not having them clear to me, I felt like I should be a littler furth...
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May 30, 2021•148 words
#100Days
Looking ahead
Got myself anxious again about the future, worrying about plans and deeds, building a life on specific ways in order to achieve specific outcomes, and so on...
I understand that most of it is not in my hands.
I can control my choices, thoughts, actions... But I cannot control any of its outcomes.
More important than that, by trying to control the outcomes, or by planning specific steps (along with its expected outcomes), I am denying, or rejecting, the present moment....
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