A new start

Gwin is really struggling with her mental health, and I am looking after her.
It is rough. We aren't going to be able to have my family over, her anxiety is stopping her from being left on her own.
I felt really bad after I went downstairs. She hasn't made any bread like she said she was going to, so there were just crisps for breakfast. My first Christmas without eggs!
She bought me a shirt which I liked, but it was three sizes too big. Although I did get the Analog Sea books that I had wanted, after we went to a talk given by the leader.
And then I realised it was all alright.
I am really lucky to have what I have. I have a great home, a great partner, and food. Family that want to see me even if circumstances dictate that they can't.
So many people don't have any of this, and what there is could be taken away from me at any time. The house is a mess because I felt sad and didn't clean it up.
So I'm going to spend the rest of Christmas feeling lucky that I have what I have and make the most of it.