The earth quakes. They say things have to get worse to get better. The Universe is taking the first bit a little too seriously at the moment... They want to dose my conscious into compliance. I've spent a lot of time thinking the past weeks, and i came to a bit of a brick wall. Most things I do are fear driven. I'm purely taking an education, because if i didn't I wouldn't be able to find a job, then I can't earn money to buy shit, then I'm gonna be nothing and get nowhere. And if I absolute...

Hello. I'm gonna talk about my plants life today, because I think we can learn something from it. There is this plant in my room. I've had it for many years, I think it was one of the first plants I got. Like most plants it started out very small and it lived in a very nice little white porcelain pot on my windowsill for a while till it got too big for the pot. My taste in decorating had changed quite a bit in that time and a nice little white pot was too pretty for my room. So i replanted it...

This will hopefully be a reset on my end. Things have been running in the same cycle for years now, but things have been forced into reset. And so i will talk about whatever i need to talk about. I am not a writer nor will i ever be so don't expect any grammor :) She has really been telling me for a long time that i needed to stop what i was doing. She used this really nice description; "You will get to see the view too someday, but you are very stubborn and insist on walking backwards, up ...