October 5, 2020•132 words
I can't seem to find the motivation to really do much nowadays. I feel sad and I just feel like I'm not meant to be at this school. I don't know what to do except just bury myself in my old habits of video games. I can sort of see myself beginning to spiral down into a hole where I just get terrible grades, drop out, end up at community college and end up just becoming a nurse. Honestly, I'm a bit scared. I'm too far from home. As much as I thought that this would be nice, I think I made the wrong choice. I'll try to pick up my code more this week. Try to be a little brighter, a little more active, and just work hard towards my goals.