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June 16, 2024•127 words

I graduated today. I don't really know if I was particularly happy. It honestly just feels like any other day. I think it's because it just feels like the closing of an entire chapter of my life.

I STILL HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING NEXT TO GET A FUCKING JOB.
CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL CS OR MED SCHOOL

fuck me man. i wish i had the balls to commit to something so I can stop thinking about this shit.

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