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July 24, 2024•128 words

Back home in Chicago. I'm not sure what direction my life will take from here. I think I've solidified my desire to work in software or software adjacent positions. But I think I'll just be working it to live. I now want to figure out what makes me get out of bed in the morning and what really, genuinely interests me. And I think the answer is going to be to continue coaching esports teams in Valorant. I fucking hate how we went out on a loss, and haven't won a single tournament so far. I want to win something or achieve some level of recognition. Hopefully the job search works out and that this works out as well. Anxious but slightly eager to see what's to come.

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