Note 77

I have stumbled upon a really REALLY cool opportunity to work with a team at the highest level. I'm really excited about it, but also worried because I know it'll be a TON of work. All that to say, I don't know how long I'll be able to work it. I don't think it'll pay much, if at all. I don't think I'll get to interact with the actual team much. I don't know even if I'll be officially signed with the team. There's a lot of unknowns right now that I'll probably get the answers to by the end of the week.

But even though this is a great step forward for me in that realm of my life, I've been reminded (or basically been told) that being a doctor is a much better path for me. Which is FAIR. But, I still want to do the things I am interested in and pursue them to the fullest extent. So honestly I have no clue what to do. I'm really sort of stuck in a kind of limbo.

And now I'm on bad terms with my parents!

So all that to say I don't know what the living fuck I'm doing :D
I genuinely wish I could just go back to high school.